A compact black moleskin journal filled with Deckard's scratchy hand. Grim, untidy sketches accompany grim, untidy thoughts and the cover's seen better days.
Significance
Bella initially directed Flint to record his thoughts and feelings on paper in order for him to better keep track of and understand them. He was slow to warm to the idea, but eventually documented blocks of his personal history and perception into writing with guest appearances by the imaginary Frenchman who lived in his head for a while.
The journal's contents are highly personal, incriminating and often nsfw. If you are still interested in reading them for the sake of sating OOC curiosity, all of the entries are here. Getting your hands on it ICly may be more difficult.
Currently in the keeping of:
Deckard