They said I was a monster.
And I believed that noise, right off. No trial, a nice long 'vacation' but I believed it all the same. After all a man who had once been my neighbor was gone in a flash.
They said I was a monster.
Monster's don't start like this. I grew up in Manhattan, my dad was a former Assistant DA in the 50's and 60's. Worked his butt off for me and my sisters, still that didn't change how I was then. A punk. I got in a lot of trouble at school. Delinquency.. fights, you name it then I did it. Not, all of it, but I did it. Course, it doesn't help that the school was a nice upper class predominately white private school. Sure, I did some of the things they said I did, but I got a lot of unfair punishment, which built in me a lot of rage.
I could never be like my overly successful sister, and my folks made sure to let me know that as well.
Enough fighting and disciplinary problems, got my ass sent to a private Military school upstate. Modeled after West Point. Needless to say they drilled my ass, and got me into line, and despite the colour of my skin, when you're a puke of a cadet- it's all relative.
So I learned to shoot a gun, march in formation and how the military uniform code works. All that mess, combined with a nice full Highschool education. It was as some would call it, the suck. Specially during the grinder week and war games. All the same, if I had chose to go into the military I coulda been an officer, but I had enough of that.
Once I graduated I moved out to LA where my sister was working as a administrator in the county school system. What did I do? I became a used car salesman. Was going to apply for something just to get me through college, but yeah. That dream never came to fruition.
Instead I stayed on, selling cars, but something good came out of it. I met my wife Elizabeth at a company thing. At first we had freaking trouble man. My temper was bad…still is, but it was worse then add in my sensitivity about my job, my family. I am surprised we even got along as we did. She got pregnant, and I married her. Not out of obligation, really-though part of it. I loved her, and I still do.
Relationship wasn't the only place rocky. My temper got in trouble at work. Fights with co-workers, boss you name it. There was a fight to be had it was freaking on. One day this customer comes in, and wants us to approve him for a loan, the sucker didn't have a job, and didn't have a way of paying. Needless to say heated words were exchanged, and I told him to get his broke ass home, Told him some other colourful things his white ass could do. Needless to say this got me into a fight with the boss. And fired. That of course made things tough at home. after all I had a wife and a child to take care of. While dealing with all that /shit/ my neighbor comes over to bust my balls about a broken lawnmower.
I don't know how it happened, I really don't one minute he was there, then gone. Sucked up into a vortex that I created.
I got arrested..or something.
All I know is I got lifted by Homeland security, knocked me in the side of my head, and jabbed a needle into my chin. And I was gone.
I spent six months in some hole in the wall. There was no trial, nothing. After all trials are for people. Me? I was a monster, a freak in the box. They fed me, registered me and then locked me away for sixth months while my new house was being finished up. Once it was ready though, they moved me off the reservation and took me off to Moab.
Those were the darkest days of my life, no lie. I felt as if I had died, nothing of me was left. Here I was this murderer, being treated like an animal. I guess, I accepted what they were doing. After all, I was there because I deserved it. Though I thought I was the only who who did deserve it. Everyone else? Not so much. Upon my arrival I ran into a rapper, Vincent King. Or as he was known, Shard. I don't know how it happened, but some how we became friends. He looked out for me, and well I was stuck in a perma shock. Its because of that man, that my life was saved. Don't get me wrong, he wasn't there all the time, and sometimes I had to do things on my own, but he was a good friend on the inside. Along with him I came to know a guy named Vlad. Well that's what we called him, I think his last name was Boxer. I know without either of them? I would have died in there.
While I was busy living as a zombie other stuff was going on on the outside. One day a group of evolveds attacked the prison made sure to get all out while it was going on. However, in the middle of the escape, something happened. One day, I was in Moab, the next I was gone. Out of the freaking country.
Guess where I ended up? South America. South Freaking America." Of course I have no passport and Prison tans on me. I was fucked.
Still I knew I had to get out of there. Work my way out, because despite being able to create vortex's I couldn't just send myself back. And I couldn't call anyone, being a fugative on the run now as it was.
As such I had to rely on my wits, do some jobs I wasn't proud of, and I managed to learn some Spanish. Being down there gave me some perspective. I was able to hear about the shit that was going on back home in the news. The way the country was treating evolved. Not just the guys like me who deserved what the got, but innocents. Kind of a glaring wake up call there huh? So, when I got back to the US I headed to LA only to find my sister and my wife moved. Almost got caught by the Home sec guys again- And I have been running since.
Though, shits stirred up in new York. Always has been because of the bomb-but not like this. Hate crimes, and just..Makes the world look like it is going to hell in a hand basket.
Sure. I am came to terms that I am a monster. That's something I can try to control.
Sometimes I can't. But, I am not a monster in the way everyone else is.
I can be one of the good ones.
I am one of the good ones.
So I am in Manhattan, gonna try and hook up with my friend, Vincent-Shard. Whatever you want to call him. See if I can't be what I am.
A Monster. A good monster.