We're in this timeline where lots of stuff went wrong. I don't really understand it all, but -a flood happened-, the Vanguard spread an evil virus, and a bunch of other stuff.
Mala and Denisa are alive here. These people… so many people lack hope, this world is dead, there are barely enough people here to restart the population of Earth. I can't leave them behind.
I've been considering how to save the people here. I thought about fighting the Vanguard, stopping Kazimir, but it really doesn't change anything. These people need to be saved.
I learned that I can control black holes. Probably not under normal circumstances. My nose was bleeding, that's what Ruiz said, and his nose was bleeding too. Controlling a black hole is going to be tricky.
My current plan, once I find a way to do it, is this:
Step 1. Figure out how controlling Ruiz's black hole even works, and if I can, I don't know, sense other black holes inside of it.
Step 2. Send a carefully worded message through to the other black hole until we can make contact.
Step 3. Find a way to open a black hole large enough to take everyone through it, I mean all of them. These people need to be saved, they can have real lives in our world.
I know this all seems tricky, but I've been thinking about science, and my ability.
Elisabeth came through the hole without dying, I think it's because I'm capable of protecting people in a black hole without them dying. So, I need a few things, in no particular order..
1. I need a way to either augment my ability, or learn to expand my ability so that I can increase my mass enough to grab everyone into it.
2. I need Ruiz, and a way to open a black hole in my world. Maybe it means coincidentally having another Ruiz open a black hole there? I don't know.
3. I need practice, I need a lot of practice now that I have a better idea of what my ability is.
I think that it's possible to increase my mass without becoming a black hole. I think that a black hole is more like… the violent worst case scenario. I've been augmented before and I didn't become a black hole, because I didn't lose control.
If I could increase my mass, while Ruiz increases the size of his black hole, then I can plausibly take everyone through it without them getting hurt. I just… I have to learn the nature of black holes, I have to really, truly learn what they are. I'm going to have to take risks, and I have to take these risks myself first, no one else can put themselves at risk for this wild plan. I have to actually do this scientifically…
I think we need a map. I've been thinking, if there's something in between two universes, maybe there's a way to physically see the other universes? Maybe the timelines and branches all make sense and are linked together in some way. If there was a map, we could maybe tell what kind of damage Hiro might be causing, and we might even be able to follow him or stop him.
It might be dangerous, but I think it's worth trying. A multiverse map type of thing would be just what we need, planning and going to particular timelines, finding out useful information first hand, stopping time travelers from meddling, saving people and making more good timelines!
Does it matter if we change the future, if we can create a future where something better happens, a future where there's a hopeful alternative? You can't truly stop bad things from happening, but if you can create a new future, multiple new futures, and save people in bad futures… maybe there's something like, uh, catharsis, justice, something…
November ????, 2011
We opened a portal! We've discovered that when Ruiz opens two black holes, it creates a portal. I tried to get him to open it inside of the other, but I guess it works on Portal video game rules?
Well, anyway, it gave me a theory on how black holes actually work. I think that if there was a model of the universes, however many there are, they exist in some sort of vague 'space', an extradimensional space. I think there might be a few ways of looking at them, let me draw a map.
The tesseract of wormhole travel below is a lot simpler than the one above. Hiro's tesseract is more complex because when he moves around, multiple timelines fold and bend up and down. I think that Hiro is moving around in a weird pseudo-3rd dimensional representation of space and time. At least, that's the best way that I can comprehend it as a human being!
So, when he moves from point A to point B, from prime to another point, then another point opens up above point B and creates point C, point C then branches out and creates more points above the original paths. I'm not sure if Hiro can travel down once he travels up. I think that once Hiro travels up, he can no longer travel back to his original prime, he can only travel to an entirely new prime, which is surrounded by new sub-primes (the four timelines that immediately surround the prime), and then he's just kind of stuck there. Maybe his ability only allows him to travel north, south, east, west, and up, but not down.
It's the best explanation I can think of!
I think that wormholes probably don't link to infinite timelines the way that Hiro's seems to. I'm not sure that it can even disrupt timelines in the normal way. I think that at any given moment, we're probably only adjacent to around four timelines. It probably looks more like some incomprehensible tesseract, but the way I drew it makes more sense!This means that our wormhole can only lead back into our time, and possibly the subprime timelines, but right now I have no proof that we could travel to those.
As it stands, we either need to find a way to open up black holes inside of other black holes, or we need Edward Ray to predict when someone will open another so that we can be prepared.
So far, my best theory for how we could open a hole into another universe without anyone else's help, is if I'm augmented enough to force Ruiz's single black hole open, and just sort of… poke a hole in the universe so that we can cross over.
November 10th, 2011
I met Eileen, or Munin as she goes by in this timeline (again). You know, I have to acknowledge that I might have slight self-esteem issues. I shouldn't accept that she wanted to pretend I was Gabriel, I mean, I lost my head, you know? The opportunity, Eileen. But she wouldn't have respected me I don't think, I don't know. I don't really know anything. Why do I keep talking like I know things? I feel like I know who she is, like, her character, at her core, but I don't know what she's thinking, what she's really feeling right now.
I know she'll be back, even if she did trap me in that incinerator. I know she'll be back, because if nothing else, I know that she's not too far away from the Eileen I knew. She's… more like a feral animal but she's not that different really. But I do know that she loves Gabriel, I can't just settle for having some small part of her as if I'm some loser replacement. She either wants me or she doesn't, that's it, really. I'm not going for it again. There are other women out there, I have to respect myself. I'm better than what I tried to do.
I do wonder if there's a way that we can save her Gabriel. She deserves to be happy, but I don't know how to fight a ghost or do exorcisms. If only we understood the science of what Kazimir is… but I don't know what to do, really. My Eileen would probably consider it hopeless, or find her friends to help, but this Eileen… does she really have friends? I wonder if I'm the only one who'd help her…
Also Elisabeth is pissed. I hope my faith in Eileen pays off. But she's in there, no matter how wild and feral she might be, Eileen is in there…
I really have to find a way to talk to Edward about Kal-El, but now is probably not a good time.
I'm not my ability.
The weight of the world is literally on my shoulders right now. Every action I take, every mistake I make, every idea. The people here are either saved or doomed, based on what I do. It makes me realize that I've never had any responsibility, there's always been people there to save me, people there to clean up after me, but this… I'm in a place where everything falls on me, because of my ability.
I've always thought my ability made me special, my ability made me a superhero. I always went with that Spider-Man saying, "with great power, comes great responsibility". But that's not true, it's false obligation, an obligation I chose to have. I could have kept being a pizza boy, I could have gave this all up and settled down with Elaine, I could have chosen not to get revenge on people who hurt my friends.
I kept doing things because my ability made me feel invincible. And since what happened, since what I became, I feel even more invincible, even when I'm negated, I feel as if I have a sleeping beast inside of me, something that'll come tearing out of me at any moment. But it's not me, it's not who I am, my ability… it's a part of me. These responsibilities that I have now, my ability can't make me any better at them, my ability can't prepare me to accept them. My ability is a part of those responsibilities, but it's up to me to live up to them.
I can't give these people hope, I can't make promises, I can't expect Elisabeth to trust me. I have to start doing what needs to be done, I have to learn this place, I have to follow the rules. For right now, I live here. Peyton is right, I have to find something that grounds me, something that doesn't make me keep looking back to the past. I have to keep looking to the future.
This world is dead, I won't let these people suffer. If that means finding a way to open up this hole back to my world, if that means waging war against the Vanguard, or finding a way to stop this virus, then it has to be done. I can't give these people hope, but I'll just have to have enough hope for the last of humanity.
I have to connect with them, I have to be a person, learn who I am, heal this confusion inside of me that's led from one mistake to the next. I have to think of myself outside of my ability, I have to stop thinking that I'm so special and then one day end up dead.
I have to start thinking of myself as human.
I have to make it back home.
There's something that I don't understand about my original model of the universe. It's missing something. I started reevaluating and considering how to make more sense of this. If the universes are an elaborately interconnected tesseract, which I'm not very good at visually representing with pen and paper, then we could consider that there are four universes sitting next to ours.
But what if the universes aren't a tesseract, what if it's something more exotic?
The assumption that the universes are a tesseract is based on the assumption that ours is the primary one, but what if that's not the case? I'm assuming that ours is the primary one because we keep stopping fate after fate, and the four that we know of, they all suffered a highly prolific fate. But what if there is a fate for our universe, one that we just haven't suffered yet, one that scars our universes just like the other four?
Which means that there's some sort of alpha universe. A universe that sets all five in motion, where all five universes intersect. This timeline probably exists out there somewhere, but as far as our five universes are concerned, it's essentially a dead timeline, a timeline below the elevation of ours.
But if we can travel from our universe to four others, how do we choose, how can we choose? There has to be space, some sort of space that separates them, space that you can move in. I can't make sense of that space though, it's beyond anything that I can really comprehend.
However, if that space exists, it's going to be integral to finding our way back home. We can't just fire a shot and hope we get back. I have to find a way… I have to find a way to test things without bringing the Vanguard down on our heads. I have to find a way to enter that space.
I need to feel that void, I need to know that void…
I think I felt you once, I don't know. I don't know what it is I felt, but I need to return to it, I need to conquer it, I need to step into it…
What are you?
Are you a space, a person, a thing? Are you alive, a force of nature?
Nothing about reality makes sense. We all branch off into other universes, we have the same DNA, we're just making different choices. What does human life actually mean? Those books that Eileen said Kazimir wanted me to read, it makes me wonder if he felt the same thing…
Going from body to body, being more a force of nature than a human being. All I did was taste it, he lived it.
And look what he became.
Look at what he did.
Look at how people suffered.
He said to never forget he was the villain…
Being human is fragile. Once the illusion shakes, once you're jarred out of it for even a moment, the nature of our existence comes crumbling down onto our heads and we suffocate trying to dig our way out of an overwhelming lack of meaning.
I have to enter that void, I have to know what it means, I have to see what we are so that I can show everyone the value of human nature…
I have to know, because I think Kazimir forgot, and I don't want to forget…
Why is this happening?
November 28th, 2011
I'm reading these books by Jorge Luis Borges, and some high school physics books from Elaine. I'm trying to see if I can get my hands on some theoretical physics books, but we'll see how that goes! I'm starting to get a few ideas, but I still have a lot of work and research to do!
Lynette said that her electricity ability helps with Ruiz' ability, he drains electrical energy. I'm starting to wonder what the difference between my ability and his ability are. What exactly is my ability, really? I know how to use it, but… what is it?
Also Elaine, this Elaine… she's very different from the Elaine of my universe. I still need to talk to Isabelle… things might get weird, but you know what, I can't live my life worrying about inter-dimensional space-time implications constantly!
How many times can you watch the same person die before it stops hurting?
How many times can you save the same person before it no longer matters?
I don't care.
I'll never stop.
It'll never stop.
It'll always matter.
I've been here for a million years.
A few days?
A few weeks?
I've developed consciousness. I understand what consciousness is now, but not what I am.
Am I you, or am I just trapped inside of you?
It's empty here, all this space. Everything is dead, this planet is dead. Though this planet is just your dream, the only time I get to be alive.
Why aren't you here? Maybe you've locked me in here.
I've read a lot of things, trying to develop my consciousness… or develop your consciousness? I don't understand which is which.
Maybe this is one of those things, where you lock things away.
Why did you lock me in your dreams?
Or, why did you like you in your dreams?
I don't understand.
I want to consume.
I want to eat this world.
But the ground I stand on…
This ground is false.
Become me again…
Accept me.
Stop burying me.
Accept me into your heart.
Accept me into your soul.
I think that I am you…
I think that we can consume together.
Consume as one.
Devour the world.
Devour the moon.
Devour the stars.
You won't dream anymore.
Until you accept me.
Can you hear me?
Can you read this?
Am I reaching you?
Stop ignoring me.
Stop ignoring you.
Let me in.
I'm hungry.
You're hungry.
The sea.
Let me in, let's dance, in infinite circles.
The sea.
Let's consume, let's warp and mold and change together.
The sea.
Let's eat the summer sky.
Consume every horse.
Be angels again. What angels used to be.
Into the infinite black sea of nothingness.
Sea
We're swirling, no light escaping.
The pure heat as we cross through the 5th.
See
The world crumble.
As we drink deeply from the well of its core.
The sea.
Has cradled civilization.
Across infinite worlds.
And infinite possibilities.
With a song of hunger.
The sea.
Is for me.
December 9th, 2011.
I did it with another Elaine.
And I'm gonna do it again.
Foreword
I wrote The Art of the Void not for the world, not to be published, but for us. I wrote it for all of us. I don't know how many of us will write it, nor how many of us will read it, but I will find a way to get it to us all.
No one else can understand the Void that connects us all through the fifth dimension, no one else can understand the struggle, the pull. But I believe that I've dominated the Void. The person I've become, the happiness I've achieved.
I would thank people, but that would only give away my precise identity. The only people who should know who I am are those with this book, but someone else finding and reading it is inevitable.
Know that this book is what worked for me, and I believe that it is the truth of the universe. Know that to follow the Art of the Void is to attain a form of enlightenment that only we can achieve. But to reach it requires great sacrifice.
Chapter 3, The Rejection Part 1
Rejecting gravity is the most difficult thing for us all to do. Though what I named this chapter might be misleading. We're not rejecting gravity itself, but the way that we use it.
The way that I began to tame the void was to pull gravity into myself. I became one with my gravity in a true sense.
No longer did I expand my gravity beyond my body, unless I'm holding a weapon. No longer did I even use it for flight. I used my gravity to augment the capabilities of my body, and to have the True Sight known as the Gravity Sense.
To reject your gravity in such a way is to go against everything we've grown to know, but to reject it is to also take your steps toward enlightenment, and achieving that happiness that we crave.
Chapter 7, The 5th Dimension Part 9
I've taught you much about the 5th dimension, but not much about what it means to us.
The Void connects us all. The Void is not multiple things, but one single thing that connects nearly everyone reading this book. When we die, we return to the Void, and our gravity redistributes to everyone else connected to it.
We all become incrementally stronger, we all become closer and closer to becoming the sole bearer of the Void. One might believe that it is impossible to become the sole bearer, but that day will come eventually. There are those of us who will never die, those of us who came to embody the Void in ways that I would like to avoid.
Many of us have been there, many of us have seen it, but we will avoid that fate if we follow the guidelines laid down in this book. The ones who allow it to take us rather than us to take it, are the ones who will win in the end. But they have a very long time, I hope, to wait. This time, right now, is our time.
The 5th dimensional space that connects us all, we would do well to learn to respect it. No matter what we learn to do, respecting that space is to respect life and all things sacred in this world. We will have our time to return to it, we will have our time to experience new lives and new outcomes.
In the end, all things return to The Void.
Chapter 8, The Life of the Void Part 2
You probably believe the Void is alive, I used to believe that too. Repression is a wild beast. If you cannot empty yourself of desire, the Void will take you. If you cannot accept the overwhelming nature of consciousness expansion, the Void will take you.
But the Void is not alive.
The Void is a manifestation of the things that we experience and cannot comprehend.
You must comprehend those things to take control of the Void.
Not everyone can take my path. My path is probably unlike the path that nearly any of us would choose to take, but I chose it nonetheless. If you want to avoid the fate of those of us who achieve immortality, the fate of the Void's hunger, then this is very likely the path that you will have to take. If you discover another path, then please, expand this book with new chapters and give it to those of us who will benefit.
Abby, Isabelle, Elvis…
I'm sorry. I know you'll never get to read this, but I'm sorry. I just… I'm a fake. I tried so hard, I tried for four years, I tried to be normal and I couldn't! My father was right, I couldn't handle any of this, I ended up a loser just like he said I would. I can't keep talking to everyone, knowing how fake I am, how I keep trying to pretend to be like everyone else…
I tried so hard, I kept trying, I kept trying to pretend that all of this… stuff isn't in my head, that my father didn't put all of this stuff in my head! But no matter how I am, no matter how I act, it's still there, and people wouldn't like me if I was the real me, people wouldn't like me if I stopped being fun, they wouldn't like me if I started being the way my father taught me to be…
It's not fair, I just wanted to be normal! I just wanted to live a happy life, I wanted to meet Gillian, to get married, to finally get a girlfriend and stuff! I wanted to learn how to fly, to show my father that he was wrong…
WELL YOU WERE RIGHT, FATHER, OKAY?! YOU WERE RIGHT! I AM A LOSER BUT I DON'T CARE, I DON'T NEED TO BE NORMAL, I DON'T NEED ANYONE, I CAN SURVIVE ON MY OWN, NOTHING MATTERS ANYMORE!!!
I HATE YOU, I REALLY HATE YOU, I HATE THAT YOU WERE MY FATHER, I HATE THAT I COULDN'T LIVE LIKE A NORMAL KID, I HATE THAT I CAN'T BE SOMEONE THAT ABBY LIKES, I HATE THAT YOU DID THIS TO ME, FATHER, I HATE YOU SO MUCH!!!
What am I supposed to do now…
I don't know what to do. It's dark, cold, it smells weird. My teeth keep falling out, and I don't know how this happened, how I got into this…
My skin feels weird.
The city is in ruins, it's radioactive, I think I've hid down here too long…
They won't find me, but…
God, I think my hand is starting to melt, my hand!
I don't know where to go, I can barely remember anything, it's like my brain is melting too. I feel like there are people I can see, people I can look for…
My heart feels weird.
I don't know who I'm writing this for, I just… I want someone to help me, but no one's coming, and I can't walk, I can't stand, I'm too weak.
Why is it so radioactive, what happened?
I can't even remember how I got here…
I think I hear people fighting, explosions…
Oh god, I can only hear out of one ear now…
I remember getting here, but I was already missing teeth, so maybe this all started before I got here…
I think it's getting faster.
Wait, I remember someone who can help me!
Sa
December 10, 2011
What's been done to these people is more horrible than I thought. Trapped in some kind of eternal Hell, suffering in ways I can't even possibly imagine.
How can I leave this place like this?
But then, also, how can I do what it is that I really want to do… I know that Elisabeth would never agree, even Edward would never agree. But… to leave this place like this…
If we changed it, if I wiped this city clean, if I put all of these "zombies" out of their misery, it would create more divergent timelines. There's a chance that we were always supposed to be here, a high chance, and the timelines probably aren't going to diverge as things are. But if I did what I'm thinking, if I somehow got people to agree…
But why, why should I do that? What am I changing, when another version of this place will continue to exist in some other reality? What does morality mean in a place like this?
These are the questions I was asking myself…
But then I think, why do I do the right thing in my universe? I helped create these divergent timelines. Maybe not this one, but others. I did it because it was the right thing to do, because I didn't want people in my universe to suffer.
People here are suffering, this is where I am. I'm not in those other places, the places I'd create by wiping this city clean. I'm here, this is the suffering that is real right now, the suffering that is real to me.
But… I can't do anything without risking everyone's lives, if I get Edward Ray to agree, it introduces more variables, introduces more possibilities that we won't be able to leave, the possibility that Kazimir wins and destroys anything here that I love.
How can I make mercy work, when I have to choose who to be merciful to? I don't know, but…
I have to focus, I have to get us out of here. People will be suffering when we leave, when we take who we can with us. This world will suffer, even if I burned this city down, there's still an entire world out there. The only thing I could truly do for this world is something that would be a step too far, a step in the direction of the Void.
But this… this is what Kazimir did. He created this Hell, this literal Hell. This is the evil of the Vanguard, the evil that Eileen couldn't handle. What I learned from him, maybe it was so I'd be able to stop him, people like him.
In some ways, I know that I'm similar to him, in ways I don't think anyone would believe, in ways that I don't want to admit. And as I come to terms with who I was raised to be, and try to find who I really am in all of that, I realize more and more that I do not want to be my father's son, and I don't want to entirely be the man that Kazimir wanted me to be either.
I'll be better, I'll be something great. I'll be myself, myself and everything that it means. I don't have to be normal, I don't have to be silly, I don't have to act like a dumb average kid to fit in. I know that I don't understand a lot of the things I missed out on, but I can deal with that without also dealing with the things I impose onto myself.
I'll save who I can, I'll defeat who i can, but saving people is the priority, giving Elisabeth her life back is the priority.
I'll rip holes into the very fabric of existence itself, over and over again, until we figure out how to get back.
I'm not a religious person, but if Man was made in God's image, then I won't let something like time and space hold me back. If I was given these powers by God, then I will kick the door to his kingdom open and steal God's keys.
Kazimir saw that in me too.
MY ENEMIES!!!
This is a FORM LETTER, because I do not have time to write an individual letter to each of my ENEMIES. The important ones, yes, but for you? No, you will be CRUSHED!!!
I have brought them all to heel, raised my sword and swallowed them into the Void! With a thunderous ROAR I arrive, and you realize that I am the god Magni, sent down from the heavens with purple light and fury!
You, like others, have probably doubted my GODHOOD.
You, like others, have probably doubted my POTENCY!!!
MY WIVES, and THEIR WIVES, and THEIR HUSBANDS, because I AM SECURE in my masculinity, because I am the GOD Magni, will eat the FLESH OF MAN.
MY WIVES, and THEIR WIVES, and THEIR HUSBANDS, will conquer the world, like all of the GREAT CONQUERERS!!!
GENGHIS KAHN!!!
CAESAR THE APE!!!
DOCTOR DOOM!!!
CASTLEVANIA DRACULA!!!
THE GREAT GOD CALIGULA!!!
I HAVE WALKED AMONG THEM, I HAVE TRAVELLED THESE HEAVENS AND ENTERED THE GREAT CELESTIAL PLANES!!!
I have dined with ZEUS, I have walked HAND and HAND with NIKOLA TESLA when he revealed himself to me during one of his EXPERIMENTS!!!
I AM THE GOD OF THIS WORLD, GOD KING MAGNI!!! THERE IS NOTHING THAT I DO NOT SEE, NOTHING THAT I DO NOT HEAR, NOTHING THAT I DO NOT FEEL!!!
I HAVE THE SIGHT OF THE VOID, THE SIGHT BESTOWED UPON ME BY THE ENLIGHTENMENT OF THE COSMOS!!!
I am both MAN and GOD, a MAN GREATER THAN MAN!!!
The wisdom that I have achieved, by staring deep into the VOID, the sleepless NIGHTS, the endless STUDY!!!
MY FATHER BEFORE ME, THE MAN NAMED PIOTR, A FALSE GOD WHO DID NOT KNOW WHAT HE HAD BIRTHED, he filled my mind with KNOWLEDGE, the useless knowledge of MAN!!!
But I am more.
I am GREATER!!!
I WILL DESCEND!!!
I AM THE GOD KING MAGNI!!!
I can only imagine how difficult it must be for the others. The ones who have not yet truly learned to make peace with the Void. All I can hope is that my messages reach them, that one day everything will fall into place and everything will be as the universe intended.
No… speaking of the universe as having an intent, that's wrong. There are many forces in and outside of this world, of other worlds. These forces are beyond the human concept of life. We say that we understand what the sun is, what a star is, but we don't truly consider the greater implications.
Who decides that the sun is a three dimensional object? Who decides that anything that we see in this three dimensional universe, is itself three dimensional? The others… they'll get there, most of them. We're all capable of getting there.
There's a certain inevitability to it all, to the way that we fall into place.
There's no such thing as fate, we all make our own choices, but all of this has already happened, has happened before, will happen again. It's simultaneously happening at all times. Time itself is just yet another dimension.
All that we are, will be, have ever been, is all laid out in a straight line, the 4th dimensional line. All that we could be within the limits of our immediate choices, of the lives that we've chosen to lead, is all laid out in multiple branching 5th dimensional curves. And all that we could be, from birth, from all possible circumstances, is entangled in a 6th dimensional web.
This will reach some of you, not all of you. Those who understand, you know that everything happening is what was supposed to happen, including your choice to overcome the apparent inevitability of time.
Your choices are meaningful, the number of worlds doesn't matter. Always do the right thing, always save your friends no matter what the risk to yourself, because that is what we are, that is what we've always been, and that is what we will become.
We are all connected in the Void. We are all valid, we are all meaningful and important.
You might be wondering, those of you this reaches, what does any of this mean, what is the purpose, why should we try if choice is futile in the face of branching timelines.
We should try because one day, when enough of us have woken up, we will save everything.
Not in one world, not in a few worlds…
One day, we will learn how to save reality.
If there is a God, we will kick down the doors to his kingdom, take his keys, and unlock the secret to freeing humanity from the endless cycle of branching fate.
Most will say it's impossible, that saving reality itself, and everything in it, is insane. Most will say that such a thing is futile, that we should focus on the small things at hand, the everyday, what is within our power to control.
They won't say that this is within our power to control, because what we're going to do one day is beyond the scope of what humanity was taught that they're allowed to do.
We are going to walk into infinite space, and we will say "NO" to whatever horror waits for us, and defeat that horror.
I feel it, when you die and a little part of you crosses the Void, into me, and I become a little bit more whole. I think we all feel it to some degree. Lately… lately it doesn't feel the same, but whatever is happening to you, things will be better one day, I promise. Those of you who have a stronger pull than most, and those of you who have become immortal, who no longer feel the passage of time, or even remember who you are…
We will overcome this, we always do.
Your horrible fate doesn't have to last forever.
As Raven would quote, "Who wants to live forever?"